hello y’all… glitteringdeity here again…

i ain't dead and i wanna share some several things here in this current post (positive, negative, and neutral) before i go half inactive on NG again…

lets start with the positive stuff:

i was working on practicing the jersey club beats on fl studio mobile 😱

i got some books 4 my music skills this month:

the music theory 4 dummies book i got at barnes & noble in early august

and the music composition as well as the songwriting 4 dummies books i got online… which came in the mail 6 days ago 💜

even tho, im still depressed, i am hopefully doin a lil better as well as getting over my suicidal thoughts between mid and late july after…❤️‍🩹

and when i am done workin on any illustration or banger/remix, i will quietly upload/release it.

i’ve also considered on trying gender-affirming care therapy a little later…😳 soooo wish me luck…

next, lemme share the negative stuff here

I’m starting 2 lose some motivation & faith on some most things soon… and I'm still not sure how will I go on like this... 💔

we’ve lost these legendary stars like tim curry, dolly parton, peter cullen this ending month…💔

and i was feel like 2026 is starting 2 be like 2020, for some reasons too…

😞

last but not least, the neutral news…

im still working on my linux mint computer…

im currently trying real hard follow the right steps before downloading the applications i am opting 2 download…

and if i recall correctly, someone told me that if i wanna be 100% protected from unlikely installations, i have 2 set up timeshift 1st.

I am a lil confused and worried that i might messes this up and i am unsure if i can do it correctly so wish me luck…

i am also still on a journey to start my life over somewhere in Canada 🇨🇦 after I graduate the next year as well, I’m currently in my senior year of high school… (yes, I still live in the US, sadly... and no, I don't intend to be political or controversial about it, but tbh, Im still ashamed of where I am rn and i wanna leave this country soon...)

anyways, hope y’all r doin well and staying safe…

this is glitterydee signin off…