hello y’all… glitteringdeity here again…
i ain't dead and i wanna share some several things here in this current post (positive, negative, and neutral) before i go half inactive on NG again…
lets start with the positive stuff:
i was working on practicing the jersey club beats on fl studio mobile 😱
i got some books 4 my music skills this month:
the music theory 4 dummies book i got at barnes & noble in early august
and the music composition as well as the songwriting 4 dummies books i got online… which came in the mail 6 days ago 💜
even tho, im still depressed, i am hopefully doin a lil better as well as getting over my suicidal thoughts between mid and late july after…❤️🩹
and when i am done workin on any illustration or banger/remix, i will quietly upload/release it.
i’ve also considered on trying gender-affirming care therapy a little later…😳 soooo wish me luck…
next, lemme share the negative stuff here
I’m starting 2 lose some motivation & faith on some most things soon… and I'm still not sure how will I go on like this... 💔
we’ve lost these legendary stars like tim curry, dolly parton, peter cullen this ending month…💔
and i was feel like 2026 is starting 2 be like 2020, for some reasons too…
😞
last but not least, the neutral news…
im still working on my linux mint computer…
im currently trying real hard follow the right steps before downloading the applications i am opting 2 download…
and if i recall correctly, someone told me that if i wanna be 100% protected from unlikely installations, i have 2 set up timeshift 1st.
I am a lil confused and worried that i might messes this up and i am unsure if i can do it correctly so wish me luck…
i am also still on a journey to start my life over somewhere in Canada 🇨🇦 after I graduate the next year as well, I’m currently in my senior year of high school… (yes, I still live in the US, sadly... and no, I don't intend to be political or controversial about it, but tbh, Im still ashamed of where I am rn and i wanna leave this country soon...)
anyways, hope y’all r doin well and staying safe…
this is glitterydee signin off…
i'm almost or halfway finished on cooking up my 1st selfsona illustration on ibispaint, so it will kinda take me awhile 2 finish... after I finish this, I probably & hopefully will start working on my collab entry 4 the pride collab this year sooner or later maybe, just like I said... we will have 2 wait and see what happens...I just really do not want my illustrations 2 b rushed... so wish me luck... :D
